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12/22/2008 ..... 我其实算个耐不住寂寞的人，但是却经常喜欢执拗地一个人呆在一个广阔寂寞的地方，这叫附庸风雅吗，王小波说：“人应当有自己诗意的世界。”还是因为孤独是个安全的状态，好像那才叫作真实吗或者我是个胆小的人还是从什么时候开始胆小的呢，冷飕飕的风吹起寒冷的水和我，it seems that I just can`t easily get over something
,but NEVER?NEVER? It`s all up to myself yet.What am I confused for? 所有的事情都能像《谁动了我的奶酪》一样行事吗？ 有违良心？ 我面上是个随和的人，内心貌似有点慢热，难化的冰块。 真他妈贱！天上飘过一片云，下了一场雨，云彩都走了八百里地了我这还没干呢。
什么又让人满意呢？跟云有什么关系，没心没肺就该你的了.
太多牵绊，恨死了牵绊，看不清楚要什么了都。
这一片寂静真好。
什么都不要有，都他妈边儿去吧。 9/22/2008 其实 我一直相信这世上存在着一个化外之境其实 我一直相信这世上存在着一个化外之境 存在于我精神深处 等着我去探寻 然后永驻
不过进入的方法我还一直不确定 或者是在看书的时候突然间响起的音乐无意识得却有流入心田 开出某种花朵
或者是照镜子时突然间镜中的自己消失开出一扇门
或者是
…… 关于听音乐的一个重大发现我发现~1 是一个特别爽的事
2 是一个能废寝忘食的事
3 是一个只在吃饱不饿，再吃就撑的事
4 是一个取决于当时状态的事
5 是一个不足为外人道也纯个人有爱孙猴有喜欢猪八的事
6 但又特愿意说两句虽然不关乎显摆与品位虚荣的事 9/12/2008 思想挂在别处 生活在reality,思想没有一日不飘，没有一刻不是梦游，
自欺一样欢笑怒骂，远离精神家园，真切不得。
讨好自己 五念丛生 身未动 心已远 路上过于热闹 制造热闹 寂寞不得
张三李四赵五王六不要正脸给我 一个假脸还你 图个什么
飘忽飘忽 飘忽飘忽 我喜欢飘忽飘忽 6/17/2008 NO one can attain basic enlightment without meditation!NO one can attain basic enlightment without meditation! 4/12/2008 AbusingThen we have the power of abusing. I am just trying to be provocative here. Every Tuesday check on your selfishness. When you go somewhere and you do something--you may have an argument, you may praise someone or criticize someone, doesn't matter what you do--just for a split second watch your mind. As soon as you realize that what you are doing is coming from your selfishness, your ego, immediately, right there on the spot expose it. You don't have to do it the whole day, just once a day. When you are talking to someone or praising someone, for a split second watch your mind, realize that it is coming from your selfishness and expose it. "Look, what we are talking, I am doing it for my selfishness." Expose it. That is difficult because of our pride. 3/17/2008 八卦疯狂A Saint in Hollywood
or Women, Sex and Religion Cosmopolitan (Germany) Interview March1994 A Chosen One. He has already been through 72 lifetimes. Now he is the reincarnation of a famous Buddhist Master. His path began in the holy mountains of Bhutan and led him to Hollywood. The 34 year old Dzongsar Jamyang Khyentse Rinpoche lives in two worlds. In his Asian home he is honoured as a high-ranking Lama. In the West, as a teacher and adviser, he is increasing the fascination in Buddhism that already exists amongst more and more people. The young Lama sits relaxed on his bed in the luxury Parisian hotel, Regina. All around him are packed suitcases, outside on the streets we can hear the noise of morning rush hour. But DJK remains completely untouched by the chaos and noise. Sometimes the dark red robe slips off his shoulder revealing a fine white vest. When he replaced the robe for the third time in a few minutes he laughed. Born in Bhutan and educated in India, he now lives in London, but most of the time he jets around the world. He teaches Buddhist philosophy at universities and seminaries for a generous fee, in America, Europe, Asia and Australia. Two days ago he was in Melbourne. Tomorrow, after a stop over in Singapore, he's flying to Bhutan for two weeks to help with the construction of a hospital. After that he will have talks in Taipei. The theme will be the Philosophy of the Middle Path. The message, one would neither accept nor reject the world, but remain unattached and to tame greed which causes all suffering. Khyentse lives what he teaches: meditation and enthusiasm. He meditates for weeks in India and then he jets from world capital to world capital. "Normally Lamas are much more humble than I am," he says self-critically. "Some even call me a jet-set Lama." The agile openness to the world of this young Lama was, for director Bernardo Bertolucci "A gift from heaven." "When I met Khyentse for the first time, after ten minutes I knew that with the help of this extraordinary person, I could make the film, 'Little Buddha' into a big event." After another ten minutes Bertolucci had won the co-operation of the passionate movie-goer. That was a wise decision. The film tells the story of a young boy from Seattle who is considered to be the reincarnation of an enlightened Lama by an old monk, and is taken to the Himalayas. There the young Buddha, played by Keanu Reeves, appears to the little boy in a vision. Khyentse gave Reeves a foundation level course in Buddhism. He took care of the authenticity of the movie, starting with the arrival of the monks at the airport in Seattle, until the ritual scenes in the monastery in Bhutan. The firm cost 35 million dollars, but no money in the world could have bought permission to shoot in Bhutan. Bertolucci's crew could only enter the country and shoot film because the King of Bhutan holds Khyentse I such high regard. Again the robe is slipping off his shoulder. This time he doesn't pull it up. In his white vest the Lama looks even more like a boy. At the beginning of the interview I try to address him with his whole name, but I can only manage to stutter it. Dzongsar Jamyang Khyentse Rinpoche smiles forgivingly and gives me some help. Dzongsar is a monastery in Bhutan, Jamyang means Soft Voice, Khyentse is compassionate wisdom and Rinpoche (Jewel) is the honorific title given to incarnate Lamas. Cosmo: How did you know that you are the incarnation of a famous Buddhist master? DJK: My incarnation was prophesied to a Lama in a dream. In Buddhism these visions of incarnations are quite normal. A Lama dreams about you, your name, or the names of your parents, maybe your star sign as a rough guide to your date of birth, then on top of that hints about the place, the shape of a mountain range, a certain rock or a river. After this dream the Lama starts to search and when he finds you the test begin. Cosmo: Tests? DJK: The Lama doesn't tell you that you could be an incarnation - he tests you. I was three years old when the Lama came and the tests lasted until I was nine years old. Cosmo: What kind of tests did you have to do? DJK: Again and again I had to meditate on my former life and I had to talk about what happened and what I experienced. I was very carefully watched to see how I dealt with the people around me. Buddhist philosophy was of course also on the menu. My education was very hard. No holidays, like in Europe, no free weekends. Cosmo: How long did your education last? DJK: It never stops. There is no Master degree, only a life time of practising. Cosmo: Who trained you? DJK: I had 12 teachers and they were very tough with me. If I did something well they said that it was normal because I was an incarnate Lama. If I did something bad, or wrongly, they said sarcastically: "So, you want to be an incarnate Lama?" Cosmo: You come from a family that has enormous religious influence in Bhutan. DJK: Yes. My father is also a Lama and a poet. Cosmo: Did he agree with your Hollywood adventure? DJK: (smoothing the wrinkles in his robe) He knows my passion for movies. If its in India, America or Europe, at every opportunity I creep into the cinema. I like almost all movies, even bad ones. Cosmo: What do you think of "Little Buddha"? DJK: Buddhism is a difficult theme. You cannot possibly communicate the whole truth, especially not in two hours on the screen. But still, this movie has made the most of its limited possibilities. It has a clear message of love and compassion and also is an introduction to Tibetan Buddhism, culture and tradition. Cosmo: How big a role does tradition play in Buddhism? DJK: I'll tell you a story as an example. Tradition and Buddhist philosophy are like a cup and tea. You can drink tea out of a cup, or directly out of the pot, or out of a flower, but you must never overestimate the value of the vessel. The tea, the teaching, is the main thing. Cosmo: In the West... DJK: Yes, I know. In the West the outward appearance of Buddhist tradition is often overestimated. Buddhism teaches renunciation. That doesn't mean that you shave your head, change your name and that you have to join some kind of monk's club. Cosmo: What do you advise people that come to your tea meetings. DJK: Expect less sense and meaning from life, don't be so heavy. Cosmo: That sounds Californian - take it easy. DJK: It only sounds like this. But it means that you don't put yourself or others under pressure with expectations and accusations. That maybe the main problem in the West. There are many people who struggle so long and hard, even in sex. They are beaten by extreme emotions and pushed by expectations and desire for self expression (laughing and shaking his head). This self doesn't even exist. Cosmo: There is egosim, but no ego? DJK: The ego is just an illusion. There is this man that dreams of a monster that wants to eat him. Fearing death he asks it what he is supposed to do. The monster replies, I don't know man, it's your dream (he laughs). That is the Buddhist concept of Ego illusion. Cosmo: Could you be more specific? DJK: I could, but I won't. It would be irresponsible of me to make your reflections too cosy. Cosmo: Now in the West, Buddhism is really "in". Superstars like Richard Gere and Tina Turner publicly declare that they are Buddhists. Is the jet-set Lama Khyentse ever asked by prominent people for Buddhist advice DJK: (shrugs his shoulders and smiles). Cosmo: Is your silence an expression of profound humility? Or don't you want to expose your prominent students to gossip? DJK: I'd prefer to answer a question that hasn't been asked yet. Buddhism is flourishing in the West. There are more and more Buddhist centres and we are trying to make it easier for people to relate to these complicated teachings. The Bertolucci movie is contributing to this. But we should not be trendy. That would damage the teachings. They have nothing to do with New Age or obscure magic. Buddhism emphasises reason and everybody is inter-dependent. Everybody needs everybody, even the so called enemy. This awareness creates compassion and love. Cosmo: Compassion and love are really female qualities. Are women better Buddhists? DJK: According to the pure teachings, the female is the symbol of wisdom. But the world was and is not fair to women and neither is the cultural tradition of Buddhism. In Tibet, men are dominant. Some monasteries are even off-limits to women. Often it is the women's own interpretation of their role that stands in their way to becoming a student or a teacher. They feel guilty when they are in competition with men. Cosmo: A strange thought. DJK: Yes. Many problems only come up when you think them. However, I would like more women to be my students and to be in the same position as men, as Lamas or monks. DJK: Do you see any improvements? DJK: Yes, there are some strong women in Buddhism, high ranking teachers, like Jetsun Chime and one of her students. She now lives in Canada, but when she was very young she taught in Tibet where 400 monks lay at her feet. In Tibet that is incredible. In Western society women are more developed and they fight for their rights. Unfortunately most of the time they fight too hard and forget to live. Cosmo: In the movie "Little Buddha" two boys and a girl are all the incarnation of a famous master. Is that realistic? DJK: Of course! With me it is similar. I am one of three parallel incarnations of the same Lama. Cosmo: Do you know how often you have been reborn? DJK: So far, I have had 73 incarnations. By the way, in some lives I was a woman. Cosmo: What does a Buddhist teacher do about sex DJK: There are Lamas that are married and have children. Cosmo: So celibacy is not obligatory? DJK: No. But I am absolutely against Lamas having affairs with female students and justifying by saying it is spiritual closeness. Cosmo: Do you have relationships with women? DJK: Yes. But if I have a relationship with a woman it is only out of passion, out of pure desire. Cosmo: Is there "the " woman in your life? DJK: (laughs) No. It doesn't work to try and have me as a stable partner. Maybe for a few weeks, but at some point I would disappoint all the expectations. I know myself. The woman would suffer through my mistakes. Cosmo: Which ones? DJK: I am selfish and very convinced about my own opinions. A woman would always only get a little bit of my soul because I appreciate my freedom too much. I would hurt the woman. Also because I am always on the road. Cosmo: If you are not meditating you are jetting all around the world. How do you manage to radiate so much calm? DJK: The secret of the Buddhist teaching helps me. If I give people energy, I get back double. Cosmo: Does a Lama have dreams? DJK: Of course. I want to make movies, for example about Buddhism. Cosmo: With Khyentse as the leading actor? DJK: Preferably not. In "Little Buddha" I have a small role at the end when the old Lama dies, and I explain what death is. Cosmo: What is death? DJK: Death is a phase of life, not the end. Cosmo: And what is love? DJK: Love... that's hard work。 以下内容转自上面的链接
2/13/2008 真成啊。。 用我妈的电脑上网，键盘还算好用，
突然她一同事进来 ，开始狂侃，
从塘沽旧货市场到日喀则的班禅被共产党赤化到雅鲁藏布江大峡谷的开放，中间花插了几句西北方向东突厥组织和普京，点缀以李洪志邪教组织，最后以炫耀自己信用良好的澳大利亚签证历史以后去欧美列强国家很方便结束，中途进来串门的人都熬走了，他还如黄河之水呢，真不辜负我党我军啊。
后来听说他儿子前两年高考前自杀了，真是太惨了。。。 1/28/2008 我佛慈悲 小丫头最近闭关读书 嘿嘿加之享受父母恩宠
感到佛法之博大自己之渺小 但从未想要进入 却愿意《Almost Buddist》(近乎佛教徒，又名正见。我更喜欢前者)，
每日读些 并不刻意得反复读 感到~~~嗯。。不知道怎么措辞，就说好吧
想读克里希那穆提，为其无门无派，恩，我喜欢。
插一句，剪了个头发，嗯，，，决心不小，挺利索，挺好。
还是想起了仁波切的话， 审慎批判的心。 1/19/2008 涅磐本来寂静半夜未眠，看视频 摇滚涂鸦个个像大爷 lomo照片 郭德纲贫到死
却想清静
不安分阿 有点饿 恩 心态如此
不愿意慌乱 喜欢极乐
涅磐本来寂静
求一颗佛心
带着它 游历
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